School is coming back. And, I have to say, I'm pretty darn excited. :)
This summer most deff wasn't the greatest for me. I'm not saying that it was horrible or anything, it just wasn't anything special. I mean, I did stuff with my friends and I got to know my family a lot better. It's crazy how I only talked to them when it was needed for like 6 straight months all because I was busy with some guy. That is deffinately never ever happening again.
It's pretty sad when I think about it. How much time and stuff I gave up when I was with him. I even thought that I was in love. He told me he loved me. He sure showed it when he got a girlfriend the day we broke up. Now he "loves" her. It's crazy how guys work ain't it? They just use people really. I'm just thankful it was difficult and that he couldn't get just what he wanted. Thank god. But seriously. I honestly don't give a crap about it all anymore. I just want to live my life and live it how I want with nobody tying me down. I just want to be free. Don't get me wrong, if my version of Mr. Perfect comes along then I will gladly take him! But, unless that person is Christian Novelli, Jon Duckworth, or Nol ( I don't know his last name :/ ) then I really don't see that happening anytime soon. So the heck with guys.!
Like I said, I'm super stoked about school! I can't wait to see what all classes I have and with who! One of the most strict and hardest teachers at my school recently resigned. You don't know how relieved I am. He would seriously made me have my mid-life crisis about 15-20 years early. I had him for one class, Law, last year, and I dropped out. He wasn't very happy about that at the time, so I don't know how well we would have gotten along this year if he was teaching me. A class I'm really excited for is photography! The art teacher said I have real potential and a good eye for abstract art. It really meant a lot to me. And this year I really want to get into school. Like study before every test and try my hardest. Because, in all truth, last year I barely tried. I didn't try actually. I was just so centered around that guy I didn't do anything that didn't involve talking to him. I revolved around him. I didn't even sleep or take showers without being on the phone with him. He consumed my life. But, like I said, that is all over now.
I have recently become a vegetarian. I've always been into animal rights and I visited Peta.org about a month and a half ago. I was so astonished on how farms treat and slaughter these poor innocent farm animals. I hope to become a full on vegan very soon, but I'm taking it slow. I've been a vegetarian for a month and a day now. :) This is something very important to me. And I'm glad that my family is backing me up on this. Well, sort of. They think that it's a phase that I'm going through and that I'll get over it. I won't. This is my lifestyle choice. And I LOVE it. Why would I stop doing something that I love?! Well, that's it for now little bloggers. Until next time.
- Kaitlyn :)
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