Yeah, My Story Is Rather Depressing..

Well, Life effing Sucks pickles. The end.

So, I have finally decided..it is time for me to move on. I can't just keep myself wanting something that is never going to happen and keep living a life that is not my own. I've been depressed, hurt, and broken because of this whole ordeal. And it is my own fault. I should have stopped before I fell too hard. Or better yet, never have done it in the first place. Oh well, too late now I suppose. I've learned many many many things throughout this whole process however. And one, don't trust people. Especially ones who seem nice and friendly. The first opportunity they get, they WILL fuck you over. Don't believe me? Try trusting someone like that you don't know very well. I can guarantee it will happen every time.

I am also just going to stop worrying about everything. I'm 15 years old! I should only worry about my school work at this point! I'm not going to worry about guys, dating, or fake friends. I know who are my real friends and who aren't. I'm just going to stick with them and have fun while I can. I'm running out of time before I grow up as it is. I graduate in THREE years. It seems like a long time, but I know that it is just going to fly by. And it is going to break my heart when high school ends. So, I'm not going to waste my time on drama any longer. I'm just going to live my life the way I want to, and it is nobody's damn business if they don't like it.