I totally forgot I even still had this thing..
But, anyways, How have you been Blogger? I have been..well, I have been. That's all that matters..right? My Sophomore year of school is almost finished and it's kind of tearing me up. Next year I'll be going to PROM. It might not seem like a big deal, but to me it is. I can't believe next semester I'll only have a year left of school. I'm going to miss everybody so bad.
But I'm not going to think about that just yet.
You know how I always wished my life wasn't dramatic? Well, I got my wish. My life is literally nothing now. What is a life? I ask myself that question daily. All I do is sit at home in front of my kitchen computer and read fan-fics, get on Tumblr, and watch YouTube videos. That's it. Every once in a while I'll go somewhere with my friends on the weekend, but nothing to exciting. I stalk One Direction, and I swear I'm going to marry one of them one day. Call me a teenager, but I mean it. I'm in love with them. So. In. Love.
How am I dealing with the boy drama you ask? Well, I am doing just fine. It's been 10, almost 11 months since I have even heard from him. At times, I will admit that I do miss him. Especially when I talk to a guy on the phone, because they always sound just like he did. It's rather depressing. I don't even want to talk to guys at times because I always compare them to him. But no matter what, no boy will EVER compare to Harry Styles or Niall Horan. Those are truly the only two boys in my life that even matter. And they aren't even really in my life at all. I know, I'm a sad person. Let me have my fantasies though, all right?
I mean, don't get me wrong. I have talked to guys since then. I'm not a total recluse. I had a short two day relationship (I broke it off because of, well, complicated reasons) and I got really close to having another relationship but I caught the jerkiness before it had a chance to happen. And there have been other guys that have tried to talk to me, but I just never let them in. I'm still waiting for one of my boys. I'll be waiting forever, I know. Blah blah blah..That's all I wanna talk about anymore. Boys..mainly One Direction. I swear to you, I am obsessed. It's hard not to be tho. They're ExtrodinHARRY. They're PhenomiNIALL. They're FabuLOUIS. They're BrilLIAM. They're AmaZAYN. Yes, I really did just do that.
Oh, did I mention I'm writing a book? I didn't? How silly of me! I'm writing a book! About my experience with Ja- oh, I almost gave away his name! So, let's just refer to him as J from now on, okay? You should totally read it, it's a good one.
You know, I think I'm going to start getting on here more often. Writing to nobody in particular kind of helps.. So, I shall see you again Blogger, sooner this time. I pinky promise. (:
Sincerely, Kaitlyn.
