I absofreakinglutely love school! My schedule is amazing, and I have every single class with Kelsey. This works wonderfully with me. :) I do wish that I had Candace in every class though, :/. And I have to take Algebra 2 this semester and then Algebra 3 next semester. :P Why did I have to be born smart?! Like I mean, SERIOUSLY?! I'm already a math ahead of what I'm supposed to be so WHY double it up on me?! Retards. But, it's all good in the neighbor hood, ya know?! I'm in an amazing mood, if you can't tell.
I'm still dealing with my depression. But, it's getting better day by day. I just have to literally make myself look at the good side of things and to stop moping. Medicine helps, too. Another thing that helps is Tumblr. I have met so many amazing and wonderful people on there that I can relate to and talk hours on end with and never want to stop. I feel like I can tell them anything and that they will always understand exactly how I am feeling and never judge me. That's because they are the most nonjudgemental people EVER and they have been through situations like mine.
There's only one problem with having internet friends, though. I never get to meet them. And, sadly, I most likely never will. Or anytime soon at least. They literally live all over the globe; Whales, New Zeland, Australia, California, London, ect. But I would still trust them more than anyone around here. (Except for Kelsey and Candace of course!) Skype does help wonders! And TinyChat, too! But still, it feels kind of impersonal. But it's gotten to where I have Skyped on a nightly basis with them all. They make me feel happy, loved, .. and wanted.
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