It's midterms week. I have been stressing so very badly. I finally got done with the two tests that I was actually worried about. Biology I and Spanish. I totally bombed the Spanish test. The Biology, however, is a different story. I think I might have actually done okay on it. The whole class cheated as a whole, so I'm sure we will have a good class average :)
Sometimes, I feel like I don't even know who I am anymore. I shouldn't have put myself through all of this to even begin with. But I did. And I deserve every single little bit of this feeling I have been getting. The one person that I can tell anything at all to doesn't even know that it's all a lie. I want to tell him, but I really don't want to hurt him at all. That's the last thing I ever want to do. He's my best friend. I never want to lose that. But I'm going to.. very soon to.
I'm going to try and start making myself a happier and healthier person. Starting the Monday of SpringBreak. That means diet, exercise, cleaning out my room. Sounds fun!
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